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Q.:
Dearest greetings from Japan, Anna! We hope that this interview
finds you well.
ANNA-VARNEY:
It is kind of bearable at the moment. So, yes … thank you.
Q.:
Knowing that your new album will be seeing the light of day very
soon, many of your admirers have been wondering what has been
going on in your world as of lately. However, since there are
many people in Japan, who are unfamiliar with your work, could
you please tell us a little about the origins of SOPOR AETERNUS,
and the original inspiration for its creation?
ANNA-VARNEY:
Oh, dear … I have been dreading that question to reappear. It
is really not my intention to be impolite, but … honestly, right
now … I don’t think that I have the strength in me to go through
all of this again. But on the other hand … if you are asking me
about the original “inspiration”, the reason why I simply had
to start making music … well … that’s easy: PAIN … - or, to be
more precise, depression; which, by the way, is exactly what I
am suffering from at the moment. The only difference now is that
I feel totally drained … empty ... not really capable of doing
anything at all. SOPOR was and is basically nothing more than
auto-therapy … - an introverted exhibitionism. In other words:
I am making the music for myself to … well ... make me feel better,
to exorcise myself from all those hungry ghosts that tend to cling
to my neck, trying to make a permanent residence sitting on my
shoulders while feeding from the blood that is dripping from my
wounds … - well, figuratively speaking. Looking at the state I
am in right now, I obviously have not been particularly successful
about it. A while ago I actually came to the conclusion that there
is no such thing as a cure anyway. All there is … is distraction!
Depression, at least in my case, is nothing that will ever go
away. All I can do, is to create a diversion, in order to keep
my mind off … well … myself, really. And the only thing that makes
me forget the pain, at least for a little while, is by … yes …
creatively diving into it. In my situation this means conceiving
and recording an entire album … - or being involved in some other
form of art or project. Unfortunately, this “calming” effect only
lasts for a relatively short while … and the intervals are getting
shorter and shorter every time … - much like a drug that keeps
having less and less effect. It’s a bit frightening, to be honest.
Q.:
On every album, it seems as if we are seeing a new chapter and
exploring a new dimension of yourself and your spirit. What side
of you can we expect to discover in the upcoming album, “Les Fleurs
du Mal”? Can you explain to us the concept of the album?
ANNA-VARNEY:
No, not really. I mean, I could, of course, but I don’t want to.
If one has ears to hear, it is all kind of self-explanatory, anyway.
At least, this is what I always think of it. But then I get send
questions for interviews, which are so unbelievably stupid that
I really wonder … you know … - what is there not to understand,
huh?! How much clearer could I possible get?! On the other hand
there is no real point in explaining a concept, or the content
of an album, because, if someone honestly has to ask such silly
questions, he or she would not be able to understand the answers
anyway. So, why bother in the first place? All I can tell you,
however, is that, even though the title suggests otherwise, the
new album is not about CHARLES BAUDELAIRE, or his brilliant book
of poems for that matter. I merely borrowed the title from him,
even though I wasn’t really thinking about it when the name came
to me, as it was such an obvious thing to do. There has never
been any question about it. After all, flowers and sickness are
both symbols that have appeared in a SOPOR context many times
before. However, once the choice was accepted, it was, of course,
all too clear, that basically everyone would automatically assume
that “Les Fleurs du Mal” was about Baudelaire, or being a celebration
of his work, simple because the two names are just inseparable.
Much like EDGAR ALLAN POE will always be associated with “The
Fall of the House of Usher” (or rather “The Raven” for the majority
of people), or SHAKESPEARE with “Hamlet”. I mean, ask anyone to
quote something from a Shakespeare drama, and I bet you’ll get
to hear a version of: “To be or not to be”. However, one person
I know has called the album “the most homosexual thing” he has
heard in years. Which, if you ask me, is really quite a lovely
compliment. It certainly did put a smile on my face.
Q.:
Your last album, “La Chambre D`Echo”, had changed considerably
in instrumental style, using many electronic sounds, but the spirit
of SOPOR still remained unchanged at its core.
ANNA-VARNEY:
Well, thank you very much for pointing that out! Again, it is
one of those rather obvious things, but when “La Chambre d’Echo”
came out, I have had people actually trying to tell me that everything
is … oh, so different now … and that it is not SOPOR anymore …
and all that nonsense. Honestly, I sometimes think that people
must be completely deaf … or alternatively so very shallow that
you only have to put someone in different clothing and they will
automatically take him for a completely different person. Well,
if you know what I mean …
Q.:
What sort of change, musically, can we expect of the newest release?
ANNA-VARNEY:
Oh, that is a difficult question … and as strange as it might
seem, I am perhaps the wrong person to be asked about it. You
see, to me it is all the same really, as I only write about myself
… exclusively … and about nothing else. There was this funny moment
in the studio when we had our cellist in, who we had been recording
with on some of the previous albums as well, and she was asking
me about the music of “Les Fleur du Mal”, and in how far it would
differ from the last albums. I remember saying something like:
“Ah, well ... it is basically the same as usual”, to which John
totally disagreed, arguing: ”Oh, no … it is completely different!
It is like opening a whole new book!” -- You see, what I mean?
It really is very hard for me to answer, because, apart from what
I just said, every album I record is not only a consequence of
the previous album(s) and concept(s) … but also a preparation
for the one(s) to follow. Making it a link in a chain, I find
it difficult to analyse it separately … - simply because I am
basically stuck right in the middle of it, which makes it hard
to just step back and have a look at it from a distance. There
is, however, a rather obvious difference, and that is the use
of a choir. It was the first time that I have actually allowed
the voices of other people being heard on a recording of mine
… so, yes … one might say that by doing so there is more colour
being added to the music of SOPOR. Well, that certainly goes for
the artwork of it … - ha, I cannot deny that. J Some people have
said that in a way the new album is like going back to the roots,
which might be true … well … at least to a certain degree. But
in returning I have taken back with me all the things from the
last albums. So, yes … I am still using analogue synths on this
recording, but only here and there. The rest is classical instrumentation
like strings, woodwinds and brass, but also wonderful baroque
organs … and, not to forget … a very enjoyable choir.
Q.:
How different was the writing process of this album compared to
the previous albums?
ANNA-VARNEY:
Well, the trouble is that being depressive really does not help
you in any way, and after the “La Chambre d’Echo” experience it
took me quite long to get started again. I even began with a completely
different album, for which I also had an extensive photo-session.
But then I decided to simply quit it and work on something new
instead, as I strongly felt that, if I didn’t turn away from all
that death and depression for a while, I would probably only end
up feeling a lot worse than before … - and that certainly would
be the exact opposite of what I need SOPOR to be: after all, it
is supposed to heal … and not to make things worse.
Q:
Your music is one that has always transcended culture and gender.
With each new album, we can see a progressively more powerful
female energy. Has this always been intentional, or do you feel
it is natural to the music itself?
ANNA-VARNEY:
Yes, these things do come rather naturally, as in: I don’t have
to force anything into the music … - which wouldn’t make much
sense, anyway. But I am not sure, if I do really agree with you
… as I think that LA CHAMBRE, for example, was actually rather
… well … almost masculine. Relatively speaking, that is.
Q:
On the new album, there is a lot more colour being added to the
artwork and the song-titles, creating an interesting duality that
compliments the more sombre and melancholic tones of the music.
Do you feel that working with such dynamics is necessary in expressing
all sides of yourself?
ANNA-VARNEY:
Yes, it obviously is. But then again, this simply happens to be
what I am … you know … black & pink … that sort of thing … all
just a natural part of the process of creation. I do, however,
have a strong need for very personal, even intimate and consequently
multi-layered art. It is the old dogma of truth & necessity, I
guess … - how could I ever justify my work, if it wasn’t based
on this ideal?
Q:
You have made it a point to write about yourself exclusively,
as well as to not explain your lyrics and symbols to others, yet
at the same time your music continues to reach across language
barriers and heal many people. As an introverted artist, do you
have a certain hope for how your music will affect others?
ANNA-VARNEY:
To be perfectly honest: I have no idea. Does anything of what
I do have an impact on anyone but myself? Of course, I do wish
that everyone on this planet would be happy … of course I do.
But then I am looking at myself, sitting here in this black hole
… and all I seem to be able to come up with is the same old stuff
that has been haunting me for ages … you know, depression, disease,
suicide, pain, loneliness … and above all DEATH … and I am thinking:
how the hell is this supposed to help anyone. So I get caught
in that old circle again, questions without end, but no answers
… until I finally have to crawl into some corner, escaping into
sleep … On better days, I do however realise that the one thing
about SOPOR, which kind of makes it unique in a way, is its general
fragility. I mean, whatever the topic of a song or an album might
ever be, the listener never gets hurt. It is actually very innocent
in that regard.
Q:
What made you to decide to share your work with other people?
ANNA-VARNEY:
Pain … and my ego … - obviously. Well, I simply had to. After
all, what is the point of suffering, if no-one knows about it,
huh?
Q:
This may seem a silly question, but what places have you visited
that have had the strongest impact on you?
ANNA-VARNEY:
Oh, somehow they all do have an impact on me … - this way or another.
Like everything that you encounter in your life has an effect
on you. That is just how things are. There is not much you can
do about it, really. Well, except for staying at home. But even
that doesn’t work forever.
Q:
Are there any countries or places you’d like to travel to in the
future? ANNA-VARNEY: Hmm, not in particular, no. Q: In an older
interview, you mentioned, you believe in love in a more altruistic
form, rather than the concept of romantic love our culture has
made of the term.
ANNA-VARNEY:
Gosh, that’s true. I had totally forgotten that I said this. How
interesting to be confronted with such a statement right after
having released this particular album. Let me think about this
for a moment. Hmm … yes … I am afraid that hasn’t changed. It
is maybe because I am not really capable of feeling love … at
least not in a common way. As pathetic as it may be, but generally
I am a rather cold person, almost to the point of being misanthropic.
So, a few years ago I began approaching this entire “human affection”
thing from a strictly intellectual side, almost like a training
process. The trick is to consciously pick some aspect of a person,
anything you believe you could find attractive in some way or
another … be it a part of his physical appearance or something
about his character … - and than you basically: PRETEND. That’s
it. If you only pretend long enough, you will get used to it …
and then sooner or later you actually establish this emotion inside
of you. In other words: your feelings towards this man become
real. Yep, that once again proves the point that love is really
hard work.
Q:
Do you believe in love being an important part of your music?
ANNA-VARNEY: Hmm, yes … in a … twisted … way. I think, you could
say that. Q: What is the one thing you love and cherish most in
this world?
ANNA-VARNEY:
Well, art … or music in my case. Actually, this is the only thing
that still keeps me here. I honestly do not think that I would
want to stay here any longer, if it weren’t for the sake of music
… and that, even though sometimes it can be so very painful and
frustrating to create.
Q:
Another odd question. What disgusts you the most about the world
we live in? If there was something you could change or have removed
from existence, what would it be?
ANNA-VARNEY:
Well, humans … obviously. But only, if I am in a very bad mood,
like when I am forgetting my ideals … as to be expressed in the
song “Interlude – The Quiet Earth”. My general desire is more
like wanting to have a silver switch, which, when you flip it,
speeds up everybody’s spiritual development right next to enlightenment.
Oh, dear … wouldn’t that be nice? No more pain, no more confusion
…
Q:
Thank you very much for your time in writing to us. It is a wonderful
honour and opportunity!
ANNA-VARNEY:
Oh, I have to thank you.
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